A.Visionary

Fuck It!

you know what, this is my blog i'm not moving anywhere. just delete it off your book marks.

anyhow in response:

i want a girlfriend that doesnt belittle me infront of other people, or at all really.
i want a girlfriend that likes me for me, not the person she wishes i'd be.
i want a girlfriend that'll support whatever it is i'm doing
i want a girlfriend that has morals and convictions like myself
i want a girlfriend that has a good head on their shoulders and won't blow up or close down at the first sigh that she isnt getting her way.
i want a girlfriend that doesnt make it a daily basis to put people down.
i want a girlfriend that knows i am a human fucking being and i do have a brain, and i do have feelings, and i want to be fucking treated like an equal not some pity fuck rebound boyfriend.

we've been together off and on for 2 years, you know what i am, you know who i am, accept it.
i accept you for all of your pro's and con's. i don't want to argue about this shit anymore, you're making it way to big of a deal, i didnt know weed was such a high priority to you.
sorry.
my bad.
i give up control...the 2% i had on you..now you just give up the other 98% and we're good. and we're back in a brand new healthy relationship. none this highschool sweetheart bullshit. i'm an adult, my hobbies may not be but tHEY ARE MY HOBBIES. so do not judge me on them, judge me on my charecter and comminment to you that i have loyally served you for 2 fucking years. not once have i cheated, or done anything to hurt you behind your back....now think about this...where would you be without me? think of the things i do for you. little or big, just think about it......because seriously you could be way worse off, and you know it.
just think about it...please....i do love you for what you are, love me for me...and not some image in your head of what i could be...because when i'm ready to become that, i will, i want to go to college, but fuck if i got child support stopping that at the moment, and damnit i'm trying..i seriously am trying...open your eyes..see what you have...forget about all the negative things....and just think about it....ok? thank you.


boy that was fun....good vent..sorry to hurt anyones feelings....or anything..but things need to be expressed!
peace.

posted by Bergen @ 1:07 AM