Monday, March 20, 2006

N-A-S-T-Y

I like seein you
Can't help but think nasty thoughts about me and you
All them nasty things we can do
Let me bring out the freak in you
There's somethin I see in you
I definitely see me in you
Doin what nasty people do
Can you blame me? Look at the ass on you
How the fuck can I pass on you?
Classy lookin freak, nasty attitude
I just have to be havin you
It must be like heaven just to handle you
Lay you down turn you inside out
Watch it slide in, and slide out
Hey girl you got a pretty mouth
Tease me a bit, lick your lips, suck your fingertips
Mmm, you look so good with me
And I look so good with you
Got me infatuated
With them nasty things you do
You look so good
And I just know you feel so good inside
I love your eyes, your creamy thighs
Now baby, open wide
I love the way you touch yourself
Rub yourself down, finger fuck yourself
Lookin like you enjoy yourself
Watchin me watch you, makin me want you
Even more you know what you do
I'm a man that knows what to do
And I'm a man that knows what I like
Turn around, titties down, ass up that's right
So sexy the way you move
The way that you bend your body
Only keeps me in the mood
You too exotic,tonight
I love that look on your face
You give them feel good expressions
I really dig your foreplay
Diz triple X in sex sessions
Bring your body close to mine
I think it's time that you blow my mind
Even though this foreplay's fun
The night isn't done until we both cum

Thursday, March 02, 2006

[Article i found about my fav. breed]

What is a CORRECT Pit Bull?
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Are pit bulls "inherently dangerous"?
Are they "naturally aggressive"?

If you think so, then consider the facts: In both 2002, 2003 and 2004, according to the American Temperament Test Society breed statistics, the American pit bull terrier, American Staffordshire and Staffordshire bull all out performed the golden retriever, a breed noted for its gentle temperament. You won't be reading THAT in the newspapers...

So, how can anyone say that a "breed" is dangerous? The above information proves that the idea of a "dangerous breed" is demonstratively false.

The correct pit bulldog, like the majority of purpose bred breeds (meaning bred for a job, not looks) is not a pet you should acquire if your goal is a casual pet for romps at the local dog park. Many pit bulls can and do behave like bassets, golden retrievers and other breeds bred specifically for generic, "pet-only" temperament traits, however it is unfair to expect EVERY pit bull - or any other member of a "purpose bred" breed - to do so. Pit bulls are tough and intelligent animals, historically bred for a willingness to test their mettle against larger and stronger animals and against each other. It is not uncommon for an adult pit bull to be very quarrelsome toward other dogs while being very friendly to humans, and to expect him to be otherwise is unfair to the dog, to yourself and to the community in which you live.

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Barley, a Texas hillcountry pit bull.
Rescued by Sydney Ostrom. A very "typical" pit bull.
Read her story in Fully Bully Magazine, Issue #6


Good intentioned but ignorant owners who obtain a dog, convinced that a dog's temperament is ultimately influenced only by "how you raise them" do tremendous damage to many breeds as well as being grossly unfair to their dog. Inter-species aggression is common in many breeds like the Akita, Rottweiler, Doberman, the terriers, Malamutes and malinois. Dogs of these breeds can be expected to show little tolerance toward strange dogs. So dog aggression, responsibly handled, is not something which should stop you from enjoying many activities and sports with your dog. However, IT DOES require responsible ownership. If you are not willing to put the time, money, thought and effort into managing your animal, then do not get a dog.

Two dogs, same detection dog graduation: Here, a very aggressive Belgian malinois is muzzled to keep other dogs and people safe.
And here is K-9 Neville, purebred American pit bull at the same graduation, being greeted by guests. Neville escaped from Ontario, where pit bulls are banned for being "vicious".

Do not, on the other hand, assume that because a dog can be quarrelsome with other dogs that he is "vicious" and will attack children. Many working breeds have antipathy towards other animals - coonhounds go mad at the sight of a raccoon, foxhounds will not hesitate to tear a dog-like fox to shreds, greyhounds live to chase and maul rabbits and will eagerly kill cats. They are still used today to chase down and slaughter coyotes. Even the ever-friendly beagle will "murder" a rabbit, given the chance. And yet the greyhound, coon and foxhound and beagle are among the friendliest of breeds towards humans. And it is the same with the well bred pit bulldog.

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Hounds, considered friendly family dogs, shown here killing a wild dog, a coyote.
This slow, bloody slaughter is typical of coyote hunting with hounds or greyhounds.
Being bred to kill other animals is no indicator of aggressive temperament toward humans.

The pit bull's work through the years has been control of other animals - never humans. A correct pit bull is more often than not submissive toward all humans, and adores children. A pit bull that snarls, lunges or growls at non-threatening humans is NOT typical of the breed, and to keep such a dog endangers people, pets and the image of the breed we love. Nothing could be more wrong than for these people-loving dogs to be considered a human vicious breed. A correct pit bull is NOT a good choice as a guard dog - only mentally unsound pit bulls will react with aggression towards a stranger walking by. A normal pit bull looks upon all people as friends unless their actions prove otherwise. This happy-go-lucky attitude is a result of their confidence.

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Back when I was nothin
You made me feel like i was somethin
That's why I'm with you to this day
Even when the skies were gray
You would rub me on my back and say "Baby it'll be okay"
you don't need a ring to be my wife
Just be there for me
I'm realizing that you didn't have to fuck with me
But you did, now I'm going all out
I got a love jones for your body
Five minutes alone I'm already on the bone
Plus I love the fact you got a mind of your own
No need to shop around you got the good stuff at home
Wrapped in three-fourths of cloth never showing your stuff off
It's true me for you that's how it is
I'm your Mister, you're my Mrs.
Valentine cards and birthday wishes? Please.
We're on another level of planning, of understanding
the bond between man and woman
The highest elevation, cos we above
All that romance crap, just show your love

-thank you.seriously.
-i hate it when people try and stick their noses where they dont belong and screw up the synergie we have, i'm to the point where i just ignore all the nasty shit, and when they try to ask me shit.
-not worth it, i hope you agree, nothing can hurt my bond to you, [except you.]



Sunday, January 29, 2006

[side note]

what is up with my text?
some of my posts text's are huge! and i do not do that on purpose either, i try to change them back into the "normal" font size/font and it doesnt change, i wish i understood this stuff a little better, maybe kimberly could fix those posts with the unusually large fonts...?
no clue.
sorry just explaining to you that i am not doing it on purpose.

Another Idea.

She never sleeps at night she's quiet but she dreams.
Her mind is racing, she plans, she plots, she schemes.
Another idea.
She takes apart the past and re-writes all her lines.
She's tried to win him back a hundred different times,
She's got another idea.
She keeps waiting, hoping he'll come back some day,
She'll leave me, until she does I can say.
Wait, please don't go,
I've got another idea.
No fun to be the one that love is practiced on,
Why should I leave her she wouldn't know I've gone
I've got another idea...

[sorry frustrated about this guy that keeps calling her, when people keep bugging me i don't want around, i tell them straight out, "leave me alone, i do not wish to talk to you anymore." that is not so difficult unless you are holding onto something with this someone. there, cleared my mind.]

Monday, January 23, 2006

]so i was listening to musik[

& i was listening to a new genre of musik to me as well, and honestly i do like this song, not becos it is kim's favourite one, but listen to the lyrics & it's good...*gasp*. it's always good to vary your musikal choices, right? anyhow i thought i'd post some of the lyrics that struck a cord w/ me...
it's [Coldplay - The Scientist]

Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry
You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me

[WTF?]

Here's an Ode, to deodorant
It's my thing, ah it's my favourite hygiene
It keeps me through the day
Another ode, to deodorant
It's my thing, it's my favourite hygiene
It's the confidence I need
It's medicine for the soul
It's medicine for the mind
It picks me up and makes me whole
It makes me feel alright
Here's an Ode, to aerosol
It's okay Oh, would I ever let you down? No
would I ever let you down, okay?
would I ever let you down, no way

[none tittled]

There was an earthquake.
In her dreams so she thinks her.
Foundation is crumbling away.
Fault lines in her words.
Hoping to show her so disturbed that.
Has shaped her to what she is today.
She tells me things that were not her fault.
And her surface starts to break.
Breakdown a hurting sound.
I want to tell her that it's ok now.
But I'm not too sure just what to say.
All she wants is some breathing room.
If not tomorrow surely one day soon.
Excuse me did she say.
She wished she went away.
And not return to the shame.
Brought to her those days.
We'll take man's dirty deeds.
And suck them out like cosmic beings.
Into the sun hoping.
They'll be happy burning.
But life is not T.V.
Her hard parts I'm cradling.
I feel refreshed when I watch her sleep.
Sometimes it's all I need.
It's all about the company we keep.

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when you thought that it was over
you could feel it all around
and everybody's out to get you
don't you let it drag you down
cos if you ever feel neglected
if you think that all is lost
I'll be counting up my demons
hoping everything's not lost

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

eh?

last time i was at the mall, the security officer took me into the bathroom and told me "this is how you're not suppose to touch people."

yeah...i don't need your pity either.


falling away from you always seems to tragic in my mind.
but pain has never been so brilliant.
there are many things i want to tell you.
many things i need to tell you.
but you won't hear me out.
are you deaf to my cause?
do you only want me for what i have, are my resources good enough for you?
but i am not?
i feel like a hamster running in a wheel.
going nowhere, nowhere fast, nowhere at all.
i do not want this kind of life, i only want to be happy...why is that so hard for you to understand?
i cannot be happy by myself, i cannot be happy with anything...perhaps you are right i am wrong to be so pathetic, perhaps you are right i can do better, but at the end of the day i don't want to, i know you've done wrong, and i'm sure you realize it as well.
i know you better than anyone has...i know your ins & outs. what you like and dislike, and i cannot get someone that has been a major part of my life for 2 years out of my head just like that...
i do not want to live like this, going from day to day, wondering what is going to trip someone off, what is going to make someone hate me so much they pit everyone against me!
i do NOT deserve that treatment..
all i am to you is a car, money & thats it. i am human i do not want to be put back on the shelf used up & emotionless.
my emotions where beaten from me, i am trying to reclaim them, all i know is heartbrokeness & pain...maybe thats why i cant be happy w/ anything..maybe.
now that i have poured my heart out for you you know how i feel, you will more than likely do nothing. simply cos you don't truly care about me unless you want something, and that is sad.
i'm sorry kimberly, but i am a human being, not an object to manipulate.
i hate you, but sadly enough i do still love you, why? why i dont know...why does it matter..cos in the end...nothing seems to matter to you. not me, not natasha. not anyone that tries to help you.
now watch after this post...i get shit on even more. cos my feeling are out in the open..and that leaves me open for manipulation and shit...but it's ok, it's okay...i'll survive...i hope...good-bye.

...huh.

wow, one day one thing, the next day a completely new thing, wtf?!
i'd think when someone cheats on someone that'd appologize for it and such, this shit is so stupid.
and pointless, the otherday she wanted to reconsile & work things out today she hates me?
oh boy.
i do not want to deal with thie confusing shit. she kisses me and such..but we're not dating or are we friends? shit needs to be CLEAR....

if i am such a bad person that i'd drive someone to cheating on me, what does that make the person that actually did the cheating?
?? there is a good word for it...but having another man's fucking penis inside of your vagina is fucking low. i have never been cheated on till now. it doesnt feel good....and there is no way she knows how it feels. if she does she doesnt care or even have feelings. wtf.
..oh boy.the next 6 month'll be fun!

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Right.

girl i dont need you.
but you need me.
i found you.
you didnt find me.
get your shit together.
then find me.
pick it up now.