Sunday, January 15, 2006

aye...

what am i talking about??
so stupid.
anyhow good weekend had fun w/ chad on his birthday getting drunk, i had fun at least & now i can stop drinking for awhile *gasp* self control!
anyhow, uv blue & 7up is a really good combo, never thought of it. but seriously ever want to drink drink that, taste really good, good weekend, had fun w/ my friend(s). now i'm back in madison having to go to work, which isnt so bad i guess but some bullshit just isnt settling right....oh well what can i do about it? some stuff but not right yet.

and also, self confidence is a good thing. i had to demonstrait it to chad cos he thinks he's ugly and wont talk to girls. i went out & got 3-4 numbers, on good looking girls(might of been the alchy in me seeing that) but maybe not? who knows. i have tons more confidence in myself now that i know what i am able to get....thinking back i never once dated any ugo's, so why did i think i was so ugly for a time? i think it was cos i was being called unattractive & stupid all the time.might have something to do w/ it. anyhow nothing new other than stuff......maybe i should just become a drunk to drown out the rest of my life? naw never that bad that i must use some form of anything to make my life seem better for fractions of tha time..haha..word.
that is so not ugly (haha) v

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